Caring.com

I found a website that is dedicated to caregivers.  It is called caring.com and I love it.  There are great tips and places to connect with other caregivers.  It is a nice place for support and for information on self care.

sugar is not my friend

She looks so sweet and innocent but really she is bad news.  She is evil.  She tries to tempt me and she has succeeded over the last few days.  Just a couple of cookies to start out with.  These granola bars shouldn't be too bad, there is no corn syrup in them.  I'll take a handful of those jelly bellies.  Mmm.  Yeah.  I really should have a piece of my son's birthday cake.  And another.  And another.  Heck, I might as well have a coke today and go back on my "diet" tomorrow.  Mistake.  Big mistake.

Three am came along and I was vowing to never eat cake, candy, cookies or drink coke again.  I was so sick.  I wanted to get up for some water and crackers but I couldn't even move.  Now this morning I feel so yucky.  I feel like I have an hangover.  I don't need to feel like I have an hangover.  I haven't had a drink in over a month!

Today calls for lots of water, some veggies and protein.  Down with sugar.  Evil wench.

Oh Wow...

I am really super duper stressed.

I remember I started this blog so I could vent.  Then I just felt like I was whining so I started keeping it all inside again.  Not good.  I need to whine.  I need to vent.

I guess I could just journal but by the time I get to bed at night I am too worn out.  The last thing I want to do is sit and write all my complaints down.  That might take too much effort.  Blogging online really is much easier.  My computer is almost always on so I can just sit down and bitch for a few.  Get it out.

Let the whining begin!  And no, I don't have any cheese to go with it.